Getting back to the same behavior

I always stuck to a schedule, studied hard, and kept pushing forward, but everything came to a halt after entering university.

The corruption, betrayal, unfairness in life, and hacking overwhelmed me.

I gave up on everything and tried to let go, not taking anything too seriously.

After graduating from university, I watched anime and movies, read manga, and played games, feeling no purpose in life.

But this probably isn’t the right time to relax. I need to return to the disciplined behavior I had when I was younger.